Hmm..

Well.. since my last post on ... Friday i do believe.. well..
I've spoken to my Freind Khadija :)
And she's given me a useful insight... she told me not to give up.
Ha. And i've listened to her.
I still feel asthough things are slowly going to pot love wise.. but we spoke about that too.
She is a wonderful girl :)

Im feeling distant again today.. and a little saddened.
I feel like im being ignored for NO reason. And i dont like that.
Ignore me fine! im not bothered! but at least give me a reason for christs's sake.
I can't wait to leave.. and start a new chapter in my life.. this chapter is five years old and its beginning to poison me.. I detest waking up in the moring and thinking i have to put on that shitty uniform and see all those faces and listen to all that pointless noise.

Grow up for fucks sake.

Your not children anymore, we're not children anymore.
It's time to move on with life.


Roll on July..

SecretAlias,
xx