Drained.

Exaustion is a funny thing..
You never realise how thin your spreading yourself untill you finally tear..
I..
Need "me" time.
My aunt really PISSED me off not to long ago, about 30 mins...
She wanted to have some "alone time" with her bf, so she was trying to get me to go out to buy some school shoes and she wanted to take josh with me.. even THOUGH he'd just been caught nicking a tenner off of me and she'd banned him from going to the park.
Is this just me, or does letting him come out shopping, not defeat the whole purpose of not letting him out??
So i said no, that i wasnt taking him, because he had been naughty.
Which personally i feel is Quite fair enough, but Ohhh Noo.
My aunt starts flying off at me, laying down the guilt trip about " favours"
Yet she neglected to mention how many favours i do her also.
I just cant deal with all this pointless shit atm.
If somethings gna make me upset, i want it to be something worthwhile.
I actually cried. I sat in my room, on my bed, and i cried.
What a fucking idiot.
It wasnt dramatic theatrical sobbing.. it was just, tears.. silent.
I don't feel well.. my depression is coming back and i can feel it..
I dont want this shit hanging over me again..
It's just too much..
I just want to get away for a while.

SecretAlias,

xx