I think that..

This is the longest I've gone without blogging since i made my account..
TWO DAYS!!
Feels like a goddamn year.

It's Tuesday.. I've washed, cooked, cleaned, spent extra time after school and attended break duty.
I managed to piss My head of year off today.. which was a plus Tbh!
sometimes he needs to know that he can be an absolute penis!
Today I'm feeling.. distant.
More on the sad side then happy, but I'm in the kinda mood where i don't really give a fuck.
I'm looking forward to Thursday so much its untrue..
Finally, a time to chill out !
And i also get to hang out with one of my best mates, Adam, who i haven't really chilled with in a while.
We are going to buy strongbow and get a little bit legless :P
O2 WATCH OUT AD'Z AND SADIE ARE ABOUT!
Hopefully I'll be going to the foam party in Romford the next day as well, but I'm not sure yet!
i really want to but... I don't know..
Jay's going to be there.. and as much as i want to see him.. i kind of dont.. because i feel like, untill i know where i stand.. i shouldnt get closer then i already am.. but.. i also think " well why dont i take a chance."

Gahh..


SecretAlias
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