Sunday, 22 February 2009

Im blogging a bit to much haha!

Sorry about the almost constant update of blogs pretty much daily!
It proves how exciting my life must be eh?

At the moment... i feel RUBBISH.

I feel like there's nothing to look forward too ... like there's no goals!!

Obviously there is, but at the moment i cant seem to push myself that little bit further to reach them.
And its infuriatingly annoying!

Love life = Ridiculous..
Home life = Ridiculous..
Work life = well, lets not even GO there shall we.

Do you know what my freind Jorden said to me the other day?

"Sadie, why do you always like people that like other people?"

I thought about it.. and its true.
I'm like a magnet for emotionally wrecked people..

But the thing is i like him, and i've thought about it and im not willing to let this pass me by..
But i have to wait for the right moment..
If i blubber out my feelings now.. it could scare him away, and destroy the freindship we have already.

I wished this Ex didnt have such of a hold over him.. he seems so blinded by her, that he's oblivious as to what else, and who else is out there for him..


SecretAlias

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