Prisoner.

Complete Bollock's.

Seriously.

I feel trapped in this shitty house.. trapped by my family, trapped by everything.
It's like im backed into a corner when all i need is for people to give me a wide Berth.
i need SPACE. My aunt, is such a hipocrite at the moment, she wont let me go out, ONCE a week for like.. 2 hour's, coz i have exam's soon, When she had her GCSE's she was always going out, and she NEVER revised, at all.
I would'nt even mind if i went out the week anyother time, but i don't! even when i didn't have exam's i went out generally only on the weekend's. there were a few time's i went out during the week, but that was never regular at all.
And she's so nasty about it aswell, which is the worst thing! she can't just be like " No, sorry sade, but think of your exams", she's condecending, and rude, and belittling.
Which just make's me feel like shit, and make's me feel like i want to scream FUCK YOU.
But i won't.. becasue she's stressed at the minute.. and so am i.
She just called me back now.. and said that i could go, i've got to be home by half 9. an hour early, but its better then nothing.
We had another mini arguement on the fone, because i got the timing wrong and thought that ment i could only have an hour there so i said like, there's no point me going.. and she was like " if i was you i'd be saying that you auntie lucy" etcetc " im always sick of things not being good enough" then i realised about the timing and i was like Stop getting so fucking angry i got the timing wrong, shit. then she calmed down, but i was like talk bout Jump the gun!
S'just fucked.
I just feel really rubbish to be honest. i would very much like a cuddle, a PROPER one, at the moment.

Any offer's?

Secret Alias, xx