All's fair in love and war?

No, it is not.
So he want's to join the army.
I nearly had a breakdown when i heard.
I just cannot comprehend the possibility of him going to a country where we shouldn't even be in the first place, to fight and kill and probably BE killed for our government's dirty coverted little scheme's all protrayed as the truth.

It actually makes me feel sick.

The thought of the army turns my stomach anyway, but to know that's what he is considering, KNOWING how clever and intelligent he is.
I just.
It just killed me.

I cant.


SecretAlias, xx