Icebox

S'been a while since i last blogged.. anddd..

Nothing to say to be honest.
Im not particularly happy, im not particularly sad - Just lonely.


No love conquests, no love offer's, just no love in general.

Im sick of just being the " freind" the spare wheel when poeple go to the cinema and invite me, the "singgggggleee" one.

Im not saying i want to fucking settle down, get married and have children! i just want someone to hug, and kiss, and send cute little txt's too.

Im a romantic at heart, it just take's people ages to realise it, im not as emotionless as people think.


any Free hug's going round?

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SecretAlias, xx

This weekend..(Y) [theme? "catch-ups"]

Has been absaloutely brilliant :)
I havnt felt this happy in almost 4 months, and woo! :D
Firstly it was fridayy, i went around Michelle's with kerri and we all had a catchup, it was really lovely, Thennnn saturday, which was brilliant for several reasons ;

1) I went to a party, and it was fucking Hillarioussss
2) i FINALLY met A guy that i'd been talking to online, he was at the party! ( he's dating my freind Sarah before you assume anything!) he is such a laugh, seriously.
3) Louis ( guy mate, s'prettttyyy goodlooking), told michelle, that if he wasnt with his gf, he wouldve been all over me that night, because he really think's im great ! i was like.. :O aha!
4) Alex ( old flame,well, old Fling more like aha ;] ), randomly msged me on msn saying, that he's got his own place now, and that i should go round there and catch up sometime, i was like Yeahh, "catch up" huh! LOL! he gave me his new number and everything, i was like Ahaaaa, ur my bitchhhhhhhh. He msged me once when he was still with his Gf also. Guess boy's like him dont like it when a girl ( like me ) doesn't go chasing, calling, texting them after "Fun times" :P

And sunday was just some fat-off chilling dayy, stayed around michelle's untill 1pm, watching the music channels and eating bacon sandwich's, then came home .. and facebooked xD
Also made plans to go out with kris after our science revision on wednesday, strongbow timeeeee!

oh yes, The constant stream of Strongbow, vodka and cigarette's has also made me happy this weekend.

Sorry guys, guess im just a dirty little Wino :)

You love it =P

SecretAlias, xx

Easter

Holidays!
Are finally here.. and what a suprise.. i have NOTHING to do in them... :)
No parties, no planned trips, nothing.. nothing at allllllllllllllllll..
I'll probably make plans and all that later on .. but it's still rubbish not knowing what im doing lol.
All i know is that Alcohol, fag's, music (and possibly weed) will play an active roll in the holidays.. Soo i don't think i'll be remembering much.. which hey, let's face it! is not really a bad thing.
Im going to try and meet up with Tiffany, Khajida and Jade during these holiday's, it should be really amazing with them 3, they are all brilliant :)
Still single, Painfully !
Not even a "link" to keep me going lol.. it's all " me myself and i" atm.

Fun times... ¬.¬ NOT.

i would like to find someone worth caring about.

OMG. reading festival... SOLD OUT :@
i was soooo amazingly angry.. but nevermind, if we can get hold of REASONABLY priced tickets me and Tiffany will go, but otherwise, i'll be going to Download, or the V festival, or maybe O2 wireless.
It's still shitty though.. look's like my birthday celebrations will be held in the local park this year.. Again.

Grrrreat.


SecretAlias, xx